long time, short stint
it has been the longest time since i even made a post to my blog.
as if someone's reading my posts. only a few people i know read it. i still can't find the courage to announce it to all of my reality. maybe because i'm not courageous enough to tell them my pains, which is practically plastered all over this blog.
also, some points i believe in are thoughts that i'm still not comfortable proclaiming. for example, i still can't imagine how i would tell my dad my question of faith. though my relationship with god is a lot better now. speaking of which, i would like to thank him for the blessings because maybe i have always failed in thanking him for saving me on delicate situations that occurs from time to time.
i don't know maybe i should admit the fact that i'm a little masochistic. my delight in pain. though they are really more of tastes only because i manage to get out of the rut a couple times, but still, it is evident.
i would like to take this opportunity to proclaim to the world that:
my world is very much filled with gelatin. =)
we've been together for more than 6 months now. approximately the same amount of time i wasn't able to make a post in this blog. it has been a real blast. it has been a rollercoaster kind of experience.
i'm happy i have her in my life. very.
it's funny but i'm posting again when we aren't really on good terms. talking, but having problems. didn't i say that this blog tells about my pains and heartaches?
anyway, i'm just hoping for the best.
look, it's high time i release this thread to the world, don't you think? i don't care anymore. as long as i know that i'm true to myself, i don't care what others may think about it. also, i'm procastinating on doing some basketball articles, maybe to be seen first in this blog and other topics and ideas that i really enjoy just to change the mood of my blog. but believe me, i write better when i'm hurt. pathetic really.
posted by < tofu kid> at 2:42 AM
